Beating Away To Silence...

The outlier goat & I had a chat. I thought I would feel better and I did for a while. But I'm back to square one once again.

Don't know if I was happy to see that a response came after a week or sad that it took a week for the outlier to respond. It felt as good as not getting a response probably.

I don’t know whether the discussion that took place would culminate into something meaningful or not but all I want is a closure. I think I somehow managed to share across my anxieties but have they been understood is the real question. And would the goat do something about putting them to rest is what I will have to wait & look out for.

By the look of things, all I can say is that I think I’m sinking. The beat is becoming weak and seems like the line will go silent very soon. I thought that this would be different but it’s the same story getting retold with some changes.

Gosh!! Will this ever stop? If yes then when? Will the goat look out for the other goat? Want know before the beat wears out…

How You Keep Her...

Will keep it short & simple. Not that any creative juices are flowing or nerves are tinkling enogh to write this. On the contrary, it's the jangling nerves, a throbbing heartbeat & the greyness of a thought that has been eating me up for a while - the culprits.

What I'm going to write in next few lines is not a part of my creativity but it seems that someone has penned the state of my mind beautifully. Read this on FB Mindporn page and so I quote -

You must learn her.

You must know the reason why she is silent. You must trace her weakest spots. You must write to her. You must remind her that you are there. You must know how long it takes for her to give up. You must be there to hold her when she is about to.

You must love her because many have tried and failed. And she wants to know that she is worthy to be loved, that she is worthy to be kept.

And, this is how you keep her...

The Outlier...

Well there is an outlier out there. Just like the word, way beyond those I came across these past years. Now the beauty of an outlier is that it can be on the either side.

What do I want? I want to know which side is this outlier on? If it's the right side then nothing can be better than that. But if it's on the wrong side, I do want to know one more thing...

Will the outlier sway?

I'm dying to find out the nomenclature of this outlier and thus the fact as to what does fate entails for me.

I think all I can do is wait and watch for a while....actually no... I've waited for quite some time ...If I can muster the courage, I will test it out and get to know....the question is....if only I can...