Tuesday, October 30, 2012

I'm Here For You...


With each passing year, our circle of dear ones slowly shrinks away ( well in most cases). We begin with awesome manysome and who we are left with are barely a handful.

With all the trials and tribulations that our respective lives throw at us, it's these handful of bum chums who help us sail through.

I heard something today and it touched my heart. I want to share it with my current circle of dear ones and with those who are destined to be a part of it; it doesn't matter whether they would be with me for many more years to come or they would cross my path for just that millisecond.

I sincerely believe in this and I want my circle to believe it when I tell this to them-

"I'm here for you... whatever it is... whenever you need me..."

If you can't hear me, see it in my expressions...
If you can't see me, then feel it through my touch...
If you can't feel me, hear it in my voice...

And if neither of the aforesaid works...
My prayers will reach out to you...

Always remember...
"I'm here for you... whatever it is... whenever you need me..."

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Ishq Wala Love...



Soft, melodious and dreamy is what comes to my mind when ever I hear Ishq Wala Love. A song from the recently released romcom "SOTY" exudes the innocence of a puppy love.

As mushy as Barbara Cartland's writings, as fresh as the morning dew, it makes me hum everytime I listen to it. It brings a smile to my face and tells me to close my eyes and dream on. I see my self walking alongside a shoreline hand -in-hand with my chosen one.

It reminds me of the first crush that a school boy has on his class teacher, and a school girl has on her class mate who pulls her pigtails at every given opportunity.

I need to be careful coz if I listen to it any more, I might break into a slow waltz though I'm not sure who would I dance with. It weaves a pictureseque panorama- the Alps, the white sand beaches, the green grasslands, the cold polar winds kissing my face.

I would love to wake up every morning with this song being crooned somewhere near me. But that would only happen after I would have tossed my pillows around, lazed around, slept beyond the allowed time, still smiling and not worrying about getting late for work.

Being a pukka Capricorn, it's a rarity that I dream with my eyes open but thanks to tunes like Ishq Wala Love, I tend to take that risk once in a very long while. They keep my starry eyed soul alive and busy. Some of my dear ones also get the rare opportunity of watching me dance without the music playing in the background ( coz only I can hear it); staring at the wall and smiling away to oblivion. They know it for sure that I'm not turning into a senile but it must be some song weaving its magic in my mind and they too walk away smiling.

So all you amazing lyricists out there, keep composing such beautiful tunes so that crazy souls like me can dream on forever.


सुर्ख वाला, सोज़ वाला, फैज़ वाला लव
होता है जो लव से ज़्यादा वैसे वाला लव
इश्क वाला लव...



Friday, October 19, 2012

Jab Tak Hai Jaan...




Once in a while we get to hear some songs that strike a chord with us. Every time I stumble upon such a song, I feel really exhilerated, I tend to listen to it on repeat mode until my goose bumps beg me to stop.

One such song that I have recently come across is the title track of the movie "Jab Tak Hain Jaan".

Each word of the song speaks of undying love, anguish, hope, delight and dreams. Every time I hear it, I linger onto the dark tones that singe the lyrics. It talks of love yet I feel the despising eyes. It exhibits a wild abandon and yet it feels that someone is vaccuming the emotions.

The music feels fresh and hopeful yet the streaks of separation rips me apart by their piercing sharpness. Every time I hear it, I'm awestruck...I feel alive... I feel that someone is walking away from me... I feel the goose bumps unwilling to separate from me... I feel the emotions of the girl he is talking about... I feel I'm waiting for that spalsh of rain in which I would want to drench myself by dancing away to glory... I feel like making a promsie that I know I would break... I feel like watching my tresses turn wild with that gush of wind that blew in charging emotions...I feel like my exterior indifferent shell is going to melt away exposing the elusive, wild me...

All in all, I'm hooked to this song...for a long time to come.... 

तेरी आँखों की नमकीन मस्तियाँ
तेरी हंसी की बेपरवाह गुस्ताखियाँ
तेरी जुल्फों की लहराती अंगड़ाई
नहीं भूलूंगा मैं
जब तक है जान, जब तक है जान...

तेरा हाथ से हाथ छोड़ना
तेरा सायों से रुख मोड़ना
तेरा पलट के फिर ना देखना
नहीं मांफ करूँगा मैं
जब तक है जान, जब तक है जान...

बारिशों में बेधड़क तेरा नाचने से
बात बात पे बेवजह तेरा रूठने से
छोटी छोटी तेरी बचकानी बदमाशियों से
मोहब्बत करूँगा मैं
जब तक है जान, जब तक है जान...

तेरे झूटे कसमे वादों से
तेरे जलते सुलगते ख्वाबों से
तेरी बेरहम दुआओं से
नफरत करूँगा मैं
जब तक है जान, जब तक है जान...

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Feel The Festive Fervour...


The nip in the night air greets me...
And tells me to feel the festive fervour...

It just began yesterday...
But if feels that it has been there forever...

One followed by other...
Am so excited...
It feels as if am on a roller coaster...

The greetings, the smiles...
The sweets, the prayers...

With friends, with families...
All happy, alike...

For those whom I know...
For those whom I don't know...

I raise my hands...
Seeking for them...blessings in disguise...

To those whom I know...
To those whom I don't know...

I raise a toast...
For health, happiness, togetherness...

I urge you all to step out tonight...
And feel the festive fervour that is lingering in the night...

Monday, October 15, 2012

Dervish by Midnight...


As the rays go down...
I traverse the roads and travel around...

Every night I look for a new path...
I go here, I drive there...
But in the end, I come back to the same path...

As the night safari begins...
The state of my trance paces up its rythm...

I hear trinkets of music somewhere close to me...
They take me to a world where I want to be...

Some days I have company...
Another dervish, who is ready to accompany...

But most days are mine...
It is only me & my music... intertwined...

As the nip in the air surrounds me...
Sends a shiver down my spine...
It playfully hounds me...

It blows away my tendrils...
Brings out the need of warmth...

It trys my patience...
Pushes me to return back to where I belong...

I go back and forth...
Wander between return or roam...

With someone or simply alone...
Dervish by Mighnight...

Sings my soul...


Saturday, October 13, 2012

Make It Or Break It...


Make It Or Break It is one of the tele-serials that I have been religiously following for last several months. By chance it happened that I saw it's trailer while surfing and curiosity got the better of me.

The very first episode and I was hooked. At that time I was unaware about the role it was going to play in my life. Well before I actually talk about the role let me tell you what its story is all about-

Make It Or Break It talks about Gymnastics and these 5 gutsy girls who struggle, fight, survive, drown, loose and achieve in their respective lives. To relate to them you need to know their names - 

1. Kaylie Cruz (The National Champion)
2. Lauren Tanner ( The Queen of the Beam)
3. Emily Kmetko ( The Surprise Find)
4. Payson Keeler ( Top gymnast at The Rock)
5. Jordan Randall ( The kick a** Wild one who returns)

The protagonists in the first 2 seasons are Kaylie, Lauren, Emily & Payson. Season 3 sees Emily's exit and Jordan's entry. And we cannot forget the 2 coaches who played a pivotal role in shaping the careers of these girls - 

1. Shasha Belov
2. Coach McIntire

Each girl was a specialist and at the same time faced challenges that were unique to them. Each episode beautifully weaves a story around their trials, tribulations and joys. 

Kaylie was the glam doll of gymnastics who broke that image, got serious about her dream of winning the  US Nationals, fought anorexia, battled her parent's separation, survived heart aches, went on to win US Nationals, got saved from a scheming competitor, overcame a banned substance scare and vindicated by getting selected in the Olympics Team headed for London.

Lauren Tanner aka Queen of the Beam was the scheming bit** of the lot who was self centered and would go to any extent to have her way. This trait found home in her since her mother left her after giving birth and her father doted on her to an extent that he would always let her have her way. She not only overcame the distrust her friends exhibited towards her and her streak to go after her friend's boyfriend but she also fought a rare heart condition, proved to her friends that she too had a heart and won theirs. With the help of her friends she fights back her illness and wins a place for herself in the Olympics Team.

Emily Kmetko was picked from the YMCA gymnastic center and she exuded raw talent that could be mentored into a world class athletic streak. She had a lot going against her. She never knew her father, her mother was unable to run the house since she was a salon hairdresser, her brother had a seizure disorder, and she stealthily worked in a pizza shack to make ends meet which was also against the rule of the gymnastic club. She was also caught stealing medication for her brother since she did not have enough cash. She fell in love with an aspiring singer, got pregnant and could not bear the pressure of what was happening around her. She fizzled out and ran away from all the mayhem. She could not stay afloat.

Payson Keeler was the top and most serious gymnast of the Rock Gymnastic club. Everybody said that not only will she win US Nationals but she would also get into the Olympics squad that would head to London. a slip during the practice causes spinal fracture thus threatening her career prospects. The doctors declare that she would never be able to return back to gymnastics. Since she was out, Kaylie went ahead and became the US National Champion. Payson defies all odds with the help of her coach Sasha Belov undergoes an operation, recuperates and returns back to Gymnastic. Her return was not easy. She started another round of her journey which was laden with fear, anxiety and excitement. She sailed through, neutralized her degree of seriousness towards everything, founded the little wild child lurking somewhere in her, proved everybody wrong by changing her routine at the last moment and showing that she is not a safe bet but a competitive one indeed. She too reserves a place for her in the Olympics team.

And then came the fiery Jordan- the Wild one from the foster. She returned back to Gymnastics after quitting it 2 years ago. She forcefully enters the US Gymnastics center, proves her mettle in front of Coach McIntire and blows everyone away with her performance. But she too had a past to fight back. She overcame her dislike and fear for one of the coaches who had molested her, transformed her point of view about Kaylie and became good friends with her and seriously worked towards her biggest shortcoming of not being socially comfortable with people around her. She too overcomes her fears and features as the top contender who makes it to the Olympics team.

The story beautifully revolves around the lives of these young women. Each episode had some amazing gymnastics exhibits that took my breath away. Every morning at 5 when i tuned into this serial and working on some office stuff simultaneously this serial acted as my caffeine. 

Each practice session, each competition that they exhibited brought out the athlete in me. I whooped for the girls and felt my adrenaline rushing. I was exuberant when each of them one and earned a special spot for themselves. My cheering even woke up my mother on many of the days.

What I'm trying to say is that the spirit of survival and sportsmanship exhibited in these episodes was infectious and it got to me. It kept me going on many days when I felt that all the craziness is happening around me. 

It used to make my day. My delight had no bounds when I saw the last scene of the Season 3 Finale. These winners standing on the podium and the US national flag rolling down, spilling confetti over them.

Whom did I relate with most? The competitive bet Payson Keeler. Her transcend was phenomenal. I could relate with the way she went to extreme lengths to help her friends out in their times of need. Her zeal to achieve inspired me. 

I recommend that every one should watch make It Or Break It. Some episodes are cheeky and very girly but most are all about courage, grit, perseverance, friendship and survival. Before I close, I want to share the lines they play while telecasting the Season 3 Finale trailer and these are etched in my mind forever - 

" You can't stop me coz...
 I'm a Champion, I'm a Champion, I'm a Champion!!!"