Closure

As humans, it's our tendency to look for some closure wherever we could not understand the "The End". We keep pondering, keep searching, keep looking for "what ifs" and "whys". Well I also have chapter like that. It had been on the back of my mind somewhere, creeping up at times in the past year and half.

I could never make sense of why it happened since I never understood the end and kept thinking will it ever. While what I got to know out of a sudden, does not make it any clearer but it does break away the haze laden window that I had been looking out of.

Someone sauntered in like a breeze, turned everything topsy turvy and vanished with the same speed. I kept asking why and there was always a silence that I heard as a response.

Last week I came across a revealation that sort of shook me but helped wipe away the haze from the window. Whatever I could search about the revealation, made everything even more confusing but helped me ease out the storm that was held up for so long.

While I was looking out for closure for so long that I forgot a saying - "Don't look for closure every time. It might not be there".  While the farce came to fore, the "Why" still remains a question and I don't want to look for it. I will not look for yet another closure as there might be none...

Let the door stay locked and chained, coz I ain't opening it...